What do I hope for my future? What do I want in life? I’ve been asking myself these questions lately and trying to dive deep into what it really is that I want from life. Setting specific intentions and preparing to manifest some really big things. You can’t ask for or get what you want if you don’t know what it is.
I hope to be truly and genuinely happy and I want happiness for Journee. The kind of happiness you find within yourself and not in the outer world. I’d say I am truly and genuinely happy right now, just as things are, because I make the best of it and know that my true happiness is not in my possessions or in my bank account. I am most happy when I am free, comfortable and raising my daughter to be a fearless warrior.
I want to be my own boss. I want the freedom to work when I want to work. Set my own hours and take a day off when I feel like it. I want to be able to wear whatever the heck I wanna wear while working. I don’t want to feel like I have to get up and get ready and look presentable to the standards of society. Working from my bed needs to be an option. I’m tired of working towards other people’s dreams and not my own.
I hope to travel the world. Road tripping around the country finding all the hole in the wall places people don’t know about. I want to cross the ocean multiple times, exploring new cultures and learning new ways of life. Being cooped up in the same place the rest of my life, never taking advantage of all the beautiful things to see out there is not the life for me.
I want to be financially stable. Spending my life worrying about the limits of money is not something I want to do. I want to have the freedom to buy the things that I need and the things that I want. I don’t ever want to tell my daughter that she can’t partake in an activity because we don’t have the money. That she can’t wear the clothes she feels comfortable in because they’re too expensive. I want to be able to pay her way through college if that’s what she chooses to do. Money will not control me and stop me from living a fulfilled life.
I do have the desire to share my life with someone. That’s surprising with how much I enjoy being single and how much I despise dating. I want to show someone every side of me, for them to know me better than they know themselves. I want to share that intimacy with someone and build them up to be a better person. Someone who builds me up and makes me a better person. I want to have a life long adventure buddy who will try new things with me and travel the world with me.